"I try to dress up when I'm missing you..."

Bantay Bata's event was a BIG success. Thank you, Lord. ♥

"...eveRytime you waLk by, I see love in uR eyes...constantLy"

Funny. I started when I came to Norway. Paper and pen was such a waste. (Don't start talking about electricity now.) I think I should stop blogging for a while... I'll be back when I have enough inspiration. ^^
-byeiiiii
-cheLLe

I am so depressed. -.-
How do I feel better now...
-cheLLe

My health is failing me. -.- I need exercise. Solution: I started going to gym to do that. I plan to train at least twice a week with a close friend. ^^ I'm so tired....ZZZZzzzzzZZZ
-cheLLe

Este new hobby...
I found what I want to do in my free time.
But it takes many free time to learn though.
Most likely, I need patience, discipline, desire, practice...practice and practice.
Wish me good luck. ^^
-cheLLe

Photos taken on Nov. 30 '09. View from my window.

The bond that links your true family is not one of blood, but of respect and joy in each other's life.

my currently wow-motto:

~> Happiness is a choice.
~> Study first before you enter the kingdom of love.
etchossss! hehe

Life is serious, yes it is. But that doesn’t really mean we should always take it so seriously. I couldn't sleep last night until 1 am, but when I did, I dreamt of my ceased grandmother. My mother's mother. It was like the shortest clip I've ever seen. She came, tapped me on my shoulder and said "--------------------------------------------------", something I can't remember. But I am pretty sure it was her. Image I have of her is only the picture my mom showed to me when I was younger. And she was the same woman I saw in my dream. This is the second time I felt her presence. First, when I was studying in the middle of the night and the second time was through a dream. She died when my mom was really young. I think I've mentioned this before from my other post. But what I am saying is, she never really came across my mind. -.- Not until now. My grandparents and my mom or my other relatives always use to say that among us, whole family tree, I am the only who makes them remind of her. They use to say that I am a "xerox copy" of her, that I look exactly like her. My reaction to that is plainly nothing. I didn't get to know her so I don't really mind to what they say. I just smile. When I was younger or even now, they even call me "masang". Because that's what my grandmother's nickname. Oh,,,kalupa niyang kalupang masang oh! Xerox ya pin!
Oh... I wished I knew her. They told me she was really strict. That's the scary part. xp
Oh, life is so serious <~ that's something she used to tell, they said. I think the first two sentences I wrote in this post is exactly what she said in my dream. I don't know. I am not sure. Maybe...maybe not. If yes, what does she mean by that??? xp (LoL, that's funny. That would just mean that I take life seriously) ...


OR is it just really because of my wild imagination why I dreamt of her?...la la la la la

-cheLLe

As I was scrolling up and down at my school's homepage, my heart suddenly started to pound very hard. I sucked in a deep breath to stop my nervous pounding heart. I wasn't paying attention to what my mom was commenting about what she was watching. She was watching Dahil may isang ikaw in tfc that time. And I swear that she really was noisy. Anyways, back to the real topic, something has really caught my blurry sight. Something that caught my interest unusually. I didn't really have had thoughts about studying as an international student, I didn't care. But apparently, the homepage I am referring to seemed to have gotten me stucked in my chair... and bang. Suddenly my interest has turned around in just few minutes. I swear I could feel my heart beat eagerly under my palm. Da ba da badam badam. And the reason for pounding heart: excitement. Really weird reaction, yeah I know. (Oh, get to the point)


Yes, I am thinking of going abroad to study. For only one semester, that means 6 months. Or take OJT (practical) in 8 weeks. The universities interest me. Really. I've started to see the thoughts behind the idea. It would be really hard...new environment, new faces, new everything...again. New adjustments. Very spontaneous person, indeed I am. I don't know... -.- I still have three semesters to think about it. (toinKz). Here are the only places to study: (each place seems that I have someone I know, relatives or friends.)


think...think...think...

Australia/New Zeland:
UNITEC - School of Health Science, Auckland, NZ
University of Newcastle, Australia
Australian Catholic University, Brisbane, Sydney og Melbourne

USA:
Augustana College, Sioux Falls, South Dakota
Pacific Lutheran University, Tacoma, Washington
Hawaii Pacific University, Hawaii

My mom talks to those flowers every day. Believe it or not. She just love orchids.
I don't have any idea how to take better pictures. Sorry. Just creds to camera itself.
-cheLLe